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Today, September 8th 2009 marks a day that I will never forget in my entire life. It is a day full of pain and anger, sorrow and tears and so much love.

I don't really know how to express myself except cry so many tears of heartache. I had never expected things to blow way out of proportion and how unbelievably upsetting things could turn out to be. What I truly don't understand and keep asking myself is "Why him?" "Why someone who had made such a small mistake and even sincerely apologize about it have to leave like this?" I don't understand why the world has to be so harsh and cruel and I especially don't understand how evil and inhumane people can be.

( How I miss you... )

PARK JAEBUM, WE LOVE YOU! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE.

I am in serious pain right now, my heart is breaking, my head hurts, I can't stop crying. I just wish things were the way they used to be when 2PM was still a whole.

I don't know how to get over this. Someone please help me, I feel like I can't breathe.